Barbara did a reading...

Barbara was a long time friend of my moms, she was a sensitive and was able to read palms..she was very spiritually open. She read my palm one day, and pretty much nailed my future which has now become my life...she new how many marriages and children would have. Sadly a few years ago Barbara lost her fight against cancer., I will forever be grateful for what she showed me and taught me... and made me spiritually the person I am today and also AVA but I will get to her later...

As she was reading my palm, we talked about religion...about hers specifically...I shared with her my thoughts, they were random and unplanned. I told her I felt a deep connection to all life, the trees, the hills, the ants...I loved the earth, the sky, I was fascinated by all water...and I had a deep desire to figure out where I came of these feelings and thoughts..why I would cry when a butterfly died, or cry when a fire storm would tear through the woods..why I gazed up at the sky at night..why lying in an open field was better than going anywhere in the world..Why I cant seem to grasp the conceptt that once a person dies..they are simply gone...when they're not....She laughed and said "Kelly, there is nothing wrong with you, you sill girl. You are a Pagan" She said she was a Wiccan, and she knew exactly how I felt and what I was seeing..( Wiccan, will come up later) she told me briefly what a Pagan was and instructed me to go to the library to learn more...